Stars

2010-07-25T06:55:00.000-07:00

i dun like this feeling...its too heavy.. It was once my dream and i worked hard for 2 years just to accomplish my dream.. Why must you destroy it this year? Cant u wait till next year? Are girls an eyesore to you? I worked so hard just to stay in the team and this is wad i get? I look like an idiot who tries to hide from u all but u all dun seem to care.. I wanna cry out loud but i cant seem to... I want to lose my temper but i cant seem to.. All i feel is just ... like having a heavy heart... Whats this feeling? Its suffocating me... I cant seem to breathe. Someone save me? I just want to cry this out and this done and over with.. Maybe its just a dream that i cant reach out to. So please.. Someone... Make me feel at ease before... I suffocate to death...

2010-07-22T07:20:00.000-07:00

Netty!!!!!!!!!!!! XinYing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im blogging now~ hehe im blogging once in a blue moon.. well... since i blogged so.. i'll talk about my beloveds!!!!!!!! FIRST. Netania! Shes a wonderful person (: Well we do get bored in class but we always click very fast and start laughing and get hyper easily. I enjoy talking to her cause it relaxes me ALOT. :D And.. i love her LOTS (: Netty if you're readind this dun be too touched :P .

Next! Xin Ying! Shes my FAVOURITE partner ! Heard tt? F.A.V.O.U.R.I.T.E ! Haha we were'nt very close when we're in sec 1 and sec 2 but once Sec 3 start and she sat beside me.. We became damn close until like super glue haha! Shes like always there when i need or miss her (: We're like twins. People confuse our names together..We sit together like for almost all lessons..We click in like 1 sec? and most importantly, she understands me (: Well.. we show each other a diff side tt we dun show to others. She shows her crazy and strict side while i show my childish and silly side. Well i can say im comfortable acting cute onli in front of her and Han Xu! We grow closer day by day and we chat like its never ending ! All i can say is... I LOVE TWINNEH! Oh ya! and Han Xu! She is like my pillar of support. Whenever i feel sad.. she'll be there for me. She takes care of like a 'mother' thats why i call her MA! hehe (: I love her alot too! well i sometimes do act like a child in front of her but she does'nt get irritated and takes care of me! I love her so much ~ Well... Whats left is 3G and the clique. I can never ever imagine myself without all this people.. Without them.. There wont be the me now.. SO... I LOVE U ALL!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

2010-05-23T18:27:00.000-07:00

Hehe! finally updated my blog~ SOOOOOOOOOOOOO long nv update liao.. i hope i relinked everyone.. haha anyways thx for wishing me happy birthdae either in facebook or my blog (: BTW~!!!!! i am officially.........BROWN-BELT!!!!!!!!(red belt) haha so soso happy .. but nid remember alot of patterns TT... its ok~ haha.. Anyways i'll try to update my blog more often!

2010-05-08T20:42:00.000-07:00

hehe~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~ HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO ME~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO ME! WOOHOO~ My 15th birthday ~~ very happy tt many pepo wished me happy birthhday (: Although none sent me at 12~ but there were some at 12.05 HAHA! anyways... HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY~! wish my mom always pretty :P looking forward to friday and sat!!!

2010-04-25T03:53:00.000-07:00

hey guys! Bloggin again :P
Todays is taekwando!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL. did something new.. Tied our legs with rubber tyres and had to kick targets.. Almost fell alot of times lor! My senior stand so far cuz cher ask her to stand further TT. But in the end i still kick la! :P after kicking with rubber tyres then do 100 knee lifts.. Then continue with Rubber tyres... did abt 3 to 4 sets~ very fun sia :) hehe.. The results are coming out either next week or the week after... AND . BTW! MY BIRTHDAE IS ON MAY 9TH *HINT HINT* HEHE (: Anyone is welcome to celebrate with me (: This year special~ dividing the days of celebrating with diff groups of frens... And... REMINDER: 9/5/2010 is MOTHERS' DAY OKAY! so please remember to buy something for your mom (:

p.s anyone got rubber tyre and skipping rope can lend me? i nid it for next week -.-

2010-04-12T02:44:00.000-07:00

helo~ haha.
Again its been long since i post.. i realised life is very tiring ... especially w'o love.. either its relationship, kin ship or friendship OR all of them.. W'o them.. Life is.... torturing? If tts the right word.. without friendship, u're life is sure BORING. Without Kinship... i really pity u TT.. Well without relatioship..... Sometimes u'll feel lonely even with all ur beloved frens around u.. Sometimes u feel sad even if something very happy happen... Sometimes u just want to be left alone to stay calm or just to cry in one corner.. BUT. we don't live alone.. We have loved ones around us... In order to let them not worry is to laugh... Laugh as much as u wan... Its healthy... But for me.. its tiring.. Although when i laugh i can make ppl happy.. But i feel tired.. Although i LOVE making ppl happy .. but sometimes..... Its just plain PAINFUL..
Suddenly toking so emo-ly.. OK ENOUGH.... SMILE (;
Anyways... Today was a..... pleasant day? haha... in the morning was okay... During maths lesson miss lau tore netty's math book.. She scare me sia... when she look behind my heart jumped siol :X then D&T i was weirdly attentive :P Then recess.. blah blah blah... Then during eng.. MIss Tan wanted us to tell her wad we wan to say for tt oral(?) then Azeem said Mrs tang.. LOL. we laughed like hell sia... Then jabin say mayb Mrs tang ask azeem open fan club for her... HAHA.. Imagine everyone with bob head... OMG... UNPLEASANT SIGHT XDDDD.. I forgot when was it but kimberly bit my hand TT.. pain sia!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. After sch was chem then miss ho treat us biscuit.. The biscuit freaking spicy sia... lol.. xin ying somemore say nice -.- i drink alot water lehhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... then i actually finished the whole worksheet th previous lesson.. Then was slacking the whole lessson... woohoo yay me (: haha.. Study more... RELAX DURING HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!! hope we will have our first 3G outing this year~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2010-04-08T03:43:00.001-07:00

hey!!!!!!!!!!!!

its been SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long since i blogged!!! haha..

Lazy :X Anyways..In conclusion, Some days were fun, some were sad, some were carzy and sick :X haha so much had happen...

Today went to incineration plant.. All i can say is smelly day! HAHA. Dunno why after the trip , on the bus back, i went HYPER!!!!!!!! haha play with cam with han xu, Yu qi,Kimberly, Xin ying HAHAHA! I love ALLLL of them! see ya guys soon~!!!!!

waiting for the right one...

2010-03-25T05:56:00.000-07:00

i dun wan u in my life...
To forgive.. U have to leave very little space for hatred...
I've filled my heart with hatred and other stuff..
there's no longer any space for you...
Even if there's a little space...
I wont rent it to you..Because...
I'm waiting for the right one ...

Hey guys! haha i change font~..
Haha dun care about the words on top... Mood swings this few days..
Been busy the whole week.. Completely drained.. This morning.. Daddy brought me to sch! But was too tired so ignored him.. Sorry Daddy ): i love you. used the time to rest my exploding brain. Tot tt would make my head feel better..When i woke up,i wanted to faint sia.. Haiish..But joke abit with xinying then feel better le.. Laughin always recharges me :P Xinying has been cheerin me up for this few days.. And.. I've been droopy this few days -.- thx xinying. Haiz.. I wish i could be happy.. But.. mayb smiling makes my frens not worry abt me.. Its better bah.. I have a feelin tt everyones' been puttin on fake smiles to cover their real mood.. either sad,tired or frustrated.. Ugh wadeva.. STOP THINKIN. Ps.. brain dead.. ><.. Needa rest now.. Bye all :D

2010-03-23T21:23:00.000-07:00

Giving up doesn't always mean ur weak..
Sometimes,
It just means ur strong enough to let go...

So long nv blog liao...
Bloggin in D&T room(:
haiish... 3 days of school has past..
Carried my NEW bag to school (:
Everyone liked my bag YAY! Dunno why but i was very happy tt liana liked my bag(:
Monday was okay.. Tuesday's morning was fun :D We played captains' ball against a sec 4 class~ it was fun to run arnd .. especially when it was cold..
TODAY.
SIbei tired.. Like as if i ate a dozen sleeping pills.. felt like banging the wall.. haiish..
HAPPY BIRTHDAE VINCENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OLD LIAO HAHA! anyways.. happy tt we're talkin again..
i know i did something wrong in the past.. I apologise here :(
Must forgive me hors! (: Anyways~ enjoy ur birthdae !!!

why must u come back? i dun give a damn to you..
i **** you ....

2010-03-19T02:43:00.000-07:00

hey all :D
I miss all my friends sooo much!
haha .. been slacking and going out the whole holiday!
Wednesday went playing badminton with Zi en , Vanessa , pheerada and hwee jing.
Had fun xD laughed like hell sia! Then thurs went home andy told me he trained smash with jia lyn today ): nv jio me go ): Bad sia! These whole holiday im either outside or at home resting due to being sick -.-'' This sat going pennisular with pheerada! :D Sunday going out with mommy (:

Miss everyone ttm~!
See u all on Mon (:

2010-03-14T21:02:00.000-07:00

hehe very long nv blog liao.
this whole week like nv blog.
LAUGHED like hell with kimberly,yuqi and xin ying and stupid AIMAN.
haha.. I feel so stupid recalling abt it xD

Last Day of School~
Took back report book~
Failed 3 subs WTF.
haha.. maths , combined humans and D&T~
lol. I wasn't disappointed at all LOL.
After sch went home, Bathed and waited for time to pass LOL
met yu qi at interchange at 2.30 MRT ed to Bugis wait Kimberly..
SHOP,EAT,PLAY. Then....
SEE XIAO GUI ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
HAHA! i love him !!!!!!!!!!!! took tons of pictures~
i wan e le da shang de picture la! i lazy update pic.. go kimberly blog see.. :P

Sat~
went to parkway with Pheerada ♥ ♥
haha go shop shop..
I bought a shirt from cotton-on~
After tt go eat pastamania then go somerset find mummy ~
Play there untill 9.30 then wait for daddy come.
Go home sleep :P

Sunday~
LOL skipped taekwando. :(
Not feelin well~

Today~
im now watching Bai wan da ge xing~!
Xiaogui ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ inside :D~!

Happy belated birthdae to belinda :)
P.S sorry gina :( i cant go ...
Wah now stomach pain ... T_T
must stay at home :(

2010-03-11T07:41:00.000-08:00

hehe im posting again :D
been laughin alot this few days because of KIMBERLY! AND YU QI!
haha i love them~ they make me happy (: at least i feel important to them :D
Today went fro Sports Hits~!
Damn fun and of course FUNNY. haha :DDD
Jabin SOOO cute ! run never change pace at all then end up walking HAHA!
Azeem did not win first for 1.6 kim ): Gina won second YAY! Javelin... Aiya dun talk about it..
all the sec 3 girls nv go -.- onli me and Kimberly so silly -.-'' Didn't end up in finals but Brian did! He threw 13m leh! Haha.. Finally he tok to me liao (: so happy! Anyways was laughin like hell :D
Today ms loh came in come KaoBei us.. Kimberly recorded the sound damn funny :D If wan listen come find me or Kimberly! 2moro going Bugis with Kimberly and Yuqi! So excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-08T05:34:00.000-08:00

MIA . NO POST..
TAGS WILL BE REPLIED (:

2010-03-03T03:25:00.000-08:00

wth. i just realised something :D
i can NEVER EVER stand beside the net if andy is around me -.-''
happened a few times liao lor.. at first i tot i was just suay.. but today i conformed sia..
i was standing beside the net seein jabin and huang cheng play badminton..after tt andy come tok to me.. in the end almost kena hit by shuttle -.-'' after i walk past pepo playin the andy was around there.. Kena hit on my shoulder T_T... Anyways .. i either play with him on the same court or stay FAR away from him xD jkjk lah andy.. dun mind :x Today coach nv come ): trained ourselves.. 'Dunno his name' dropped my baobei racket TTTTTTTT.. lol but i ignored cuz something happened at the same time.. he still dare laugh >:(

Thx, Andy,Phee,Sab,Vanessa and Hwee Jing
for accompanying me to play :D
Liana i miss you so much!!!! must come tomorrow kays?
Get well soon and be prepared for Inter-Class 2moro!!!!

BTW,
my results :D
Eng: 17/30
Chem: 21.5/25
Phy: 16.5/25
Pure Lit :15/25
Maths: 23/50 ):
D&T:40.5/100 (IDC)

now left SS :S so nervous!!!

2010-02-27T21:47:00.000-08:00

hey all~!!! hehe i changed my pic again :P as u can see i brought specs :P
went to far east to buy ~ wah.. my first time to far east was TIRING! i took MRT to orchard then went to orchard ion.. went outside took underpass and walked around reach Far East SHOPPING CENTRE and not PLAZA. went back to Mrt then found the damn way to plaza.. spent 2 hrs(?) find tt stupid plaza.. i even brough hairbands (: with ribbons.. one black and gold tainted another one was white. (: I heeded liana's advice the time we went bugis.. She say my head too flat wear ribbons nicer~ so i bought it!!!!!!! hehe.. ok btw!

i got 21 1/2 over 25 for chemistry!!!!!!
hehe so damn happy~~~
wonderin which to bring tomorrow.. specs or hairband? hehe.. anyone can give me advice?!?

2010-02-24T07:23:00.000-08:00

hey guys.. haven been bloggin this few days.. cuz of studying and my life was on a complete low tide.... nothin to be happy abt except the sitting arrangement i had for exams.... LOL. almost had no mood to study..but lucky i was still clear in the mind tt studies were more important.. Worries can be pushed after CT... Haven been talkin to him or rather he is ignorin me ... ask whether he was okay but he didn't answer.. LOL. was like slapped in the face ):
was studyin with gina♥ today on the sub i hated most. SOCIAL STUDIES.
haissh.. although hated it i still have to pass -.-'' lucky gina was there to help. Jian Kai and Rui Jia too (: thx all♥ I really hope CT would end faster .. getting more and more tired ... HELLO ITS TIME FOR SOMETHING HAPPY TO HAPPEN... something tt will cheer me up? its a long time since we had a happy thing happenin.. Anyone's birthday coming? Then we can celebrate happily and get my brain to rest :D

BTW. gina cheer ups :D
i hate to see you frown ): if he loves you he will do something ok?
I know it hurts but U are more important.. im ALWAYS here for u ok? Remember wad i said during DnT ? Cheer up lahhs (: U have a girlfren here supporting you . ~~SMILE :D~~ remember my motto? Dun worry Be happy♥

his birthday is comin..
wonder wad to do..
i wan to be happy ..
but i dunno how...

2010-02-19T08:20:00.001-08:00

hi :D LOL .
fridays ARE boring EXCEPT! KIDS READ♥!
well.. today for Lit we wrote poems~ as usual i wrote extras xD one was sad and the other one was happy LOL. Stupid mixed up feelings -.-'' Then for MT there was 2 tests. Lol lame sia the test. Just copy from tb can liao wad.. zzz. lucky i remember after reading twice. The other one was comphrehension. i simply fill up the whole paper sia xD of course answer properly lah! Then was sleepin like for half of the time for both tests (?) dunno lahh. This few days keep brain dead wan sleep -.- Nvms! This sunday got taekwando!!!♥ Mon for sure either sibei tired or very hyper one sia. LOL.
KID READ!♥
its is so DAMN FUN. lmao.
Partnered with hidar~
Replaced jolie cuz she had SS remedial. (awww)
He was quite happy when he heard tt his partner was me . which is good :X LOL.
Liana's group had sharin but i still miss them D: I ♥ IZZAT ! haha not the springfield izzat, the damai izzat :D he is so damn cute :D Before everything started, was playing catching with them (Dunno why LOL) just had the urge to play :x lucky i recharge fast if not i would have been drained b4 the whole thing started. i even settled a fight okay :D i was doing my job of taking care of them~ :P not playin hor . Shafizi got beaten up (not badly) actually they fought but i made them say sorry to each other (YAY) haha. They are gettin closer to me somehow lol. After everything was finished we had debrief! Syafirah suggested tt we should have a Kids Read shirt~ Lime Green was the colour. I forgot who suggested to have numbers. I wanted 9 but sharin also ): Nvm. Settle next time :D wonder wad name i should put behind.. hmm.. anyways, hidar was like saying we should have a motto then he was like repeating 'bring joy to childrens everywhere' or something like tt the whol debrief. Which was quite iritating but funny :D I wonder next week i will land in wad group. I hope is group 5! k lahh i wan sleep liao~Brain dead CERTIFIED L.O.L ok no more playin! GOOD NIGHT♥

2010-02-18T07:03:00.000-08:00

today was fun~ played with kimber the whole day. After sch was the CIP thingy. Went under Badminton~. 8 pepo onli. 4 seniors, andy,me ,sab and phee. LOL. On the bus sat alone ): but i had company :D Andy was sitting at the row beside me and waikit was in front of him :DTook care of an 75 yr old auntie! she damn cute lor! haha. Chatted with her all the way :D After everything . We waited for the bus. Sab called Mr luo ah gua and he really do the action like ah gua sia! laugh untill siao haha. On the bus back~ lifted up my legs cuz got two seats~ very tired lor :X but cant sleep because of the laughter and the singing of chinese new year song. Haha. thx for the loli andy and the sweet from andy's fren HAHA. reach liao had to walk back to sch~ damn dark sia TT almost got lost D: Lucky i got sense of direction! Reach home now and sleepin soon :D

2010-02-17T06:35:00.000-08:00

hey all :D Cny was fun!!! haha. Haven finish collecting angbaos :P now i have arnd 200 plus.. haha hope i get more! anyways. Valentine's Day was my parents' wedding anniversary but we didn't celebrate it this yr cuz of cny. but Happy Belated 18th Anniversary! lol. anyways. ty kimber for accompanyin me this chinese new year :D i took alot of stupid pics! all in facebook. remember go see :PPP haha.

2010-02-12T02:08:00.000-08:00

hey peeps~
2day got chinese new yr=ear celebratons.
morning got assembly in parade ground. Had a chance to give out chocolates :D sorry phee and nessa! owe u chocos! i even give key chains to liana :) couple key chain HOR. this year got improvement cuz vincent not the onli huy i giv choco to. I also got giv jian kai~ to thank him for helpin me :X VINCENT TAY! U SAY WAN GIB ME SOMETHING DE HOR. MAKE SURE ITS SOMETHING GOOD. I GIV U 3 YEARS LIAO LEHH. STUPID DIDI >:( k lahh the concert was stupid -.-'' the drama i dunno watch how many times liao lor. they were rehearsing during badminton practice. Ended up making us deaf lor.. SOUND POLLUTION! LOL. After sch didn't go back class :X didn't want to >< style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Happy Valentines' Day and a Happy New year! wish all the lovebirds last long and chinese get more ang baos! (: for me.. hmmm... find someone better? or get more ang baos? :P dunno which to choose HAHA. anyways as long as the pepo arnd me happy i happy liao (:

2010-02-11T01:13:00.000-08:00

another boring day~ LOL. ok lahh...
got a lot of gossip this few days.. lol. so bitchy sia me :X morning got Major headache and no voice -.-'' why do i always have stupid combinations?!? first few peiods had to press my throat to speak clearly -.-'' . yu qi went home today ): stomach pain.. Spent half an hour senting her down and come up.. LOL. go down still must run errand for miss hamidah -.- went to 3I to ask miss neo sign something.. damn ps sia.. so many pepo lookin at me.. miss neo somemore bhb say i wan her autograph. Ana keep callin my name but couldn't find her LOL. when i go off someone shouted BYE! lol. should be hidah...haha XD after tt recess then mt~ wrote 2 compo lor! one for myself and another one for neo min -.- after tt go gb room slack slack with andy,vincent and nana. After went old chang kee then HOME! :D so early reach home sia.

2010-02-09T07:21:00.000-08:00

happy birthdae to you
happy birthdae to you
happy birthdae to Pammy
HAPPY BIRTHDAETO YOU!
gratz ur 15!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-09T06:44:00.000-08:00

hehe halo ~ LOL. very long nv blog le~
this few days was tiring ): last friday went to Kids read. ITS WAS FUN! haha i remembered alot of children's name and got praised (WTH) haha. im gonna have fun with them again this fri :P Ytd.. LOL. cant recall somehow. finished shadowkissed in a day -.-'' nth else to do T~T. hope can read blood promise soon! haha. vince saw his little soon-to-be gf today :X first time seein him try so hard. ALL THE BEST VINNEH!. haha. to think he listened to liana :X well this fri would be exciting :P BTW. im gonna give out chocolates to my beloveds on friday~ so beloveds plz wait :P early valentines day present~ every year got give this year also lahh! haha. Today the weather like so cold TT. weGnt for PE. go AVA -.- Hist, go I&I FREAKING cold. Shivering like hell... Kena laughed by ana -.- Cant be help i was the one directly oppo the air con! then in class the wind super strong -.-'' didn't have time to catch my paper..then it flew from my table to Shu En's table.. imagine how strong the wind was.. even my pen flew away -.-'' today tuition was tiring TT. liana wifey lost her wallet . tried to look for it but cant find ): During class me and jing laughed alot so jia and wifey concluded tt we should ne sisters.. HELLO. one is a dodo and another is HUMAN. D.I.F.F.E.R.E.N.T LOL. and wifey is the doEr lol. which means a dodo that is more do than the rest LOL.
jem told she was falling for someone.. i wonder who...

2010-02-02T19:45:00.000-08:00

Alot of things happen this few days...
i dunno wad fk happen to him...
but Phee dun sad le! u look bad today. dun cry for him anymore.. im here (:
im troubled this few days.. feel tt my heart is crushed this few days... i wonder why ):
feelin sukish and sad WAD A GREAT COMBO. Ytd liana went to tuition ((: shes joinin!!!!!!!!!!! haha i love her lots!
btw~ i've decided to put on braces! heard some advice from liana (:

2010-01-31T02:37:00.001-08:00

300 SIT UPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF. 'HAPPY BIRTHDAE' TO ME SIA.
GRATZ TO ME FOR GETTING MT BLUE-RED BELT!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ BUT!
i did 300 sit ups becuz i cant bend my knee TT.
let me do my calculations :
normal warm ups : 180
class sabo : 40
class noisy : 80
TOTAL : 300
wth right?
haissh tts taekwando TT
today found out jared's b'dae also in may! YAY! i love may babies :D
may 16~
must drill tt in my mind haha. this year my b'dae sunday nehs! hope i dun get bashed :X

2010-01-29T20:55:00.000-08:00

Hehe post again~ lol blog for ytd. Ytd during chinese class mdm chiam almost got heart attack becuz of gjh and zy LOL. keep making her angry. GJH even misinterpret the word for responsibilty to honesty -.-'' after school neo and liana go the reading thingy ~ left me and jia lin :D then clarissa joined us! took bus 293(i think) saw hong hui and jordan they all. Clarissa keep calling hong hui LONG LONG FACE. me and jia laugh until stomach pain HAHA. then went to t1 . jia lin wanted to buy earpiece and file. Went to urban write. Jia had a hard time choosin between hot pink and lime green :D in the end choose pink =.= the hot pink very limited then the 'perfect' one is at the highest shelf. Me and ah ma over there jumping for the file also cant reach. then jia lin go hide saying she dunno us LOL. then we make her jump also xD make her high sia. Then we eat subway! Clarissa very funny say see jia face wan sleep HAHA. then jia keep molestin her LOL. went to challenger see earpiece then jia found out urban cheaper. then went back to urban. Me and ah ma brought the same ear piece while jia bought a hotpink one. Jia say wan buy yellow one for me YAY! hehe. now using lime green~ just found out jia lin was my great great grandmother LOL. haha.

help me vote!
1. Put braces
2. Dun put braces
3. wait after Os

2010-01-28T02:42:00.000-08:00

woohoo! my leg getting better thanks to zhu jiao♥~ GINA♥ hehe gina poked me than i chased her around the class running fast without being tired : D wah gina's grasp damn pain sia TT although can run but my feet easily tired -.-'' and i used my left too much tt the ankle hurts >< still suspecting whether i sprained it LOL. today get to know which class we went to. i stayed in 3G (nvm) but MDM CHIAM SIA. zzz she tok i can sleep for the whole day lor! somemore my class like rojak siol.. haha. anyways its going to be fun seein mdm chiam jumpin in anger :PP had i know -.- i would have left my paper blaNK zz.. then can go lee lao shi there TT. now i have to teach daryl and jordan chinese AHHHHHH. can imagine my self screamign for yu qi sia. nvm. PATIENCE IS KEY . haha. but if they natural stupid i cant help it :X should open chinese class soon for vincen and jialin~ those who wan join can come! $1 per hour! LOL. haha. ok anyways since im in this class -.-'' i should do my best. haissh. at least neomin inside :D

today wifey never come ): so lonely. me miss her alot!
wifey must come 2moro hor!

2010-01-27T05:48:00.000-08:00

went to celebrate with 11 pepo! named: Liana,Jia Lin,Vincent,Jabin,U seop,Steven,Elsa,stephanie,anabelle,Jem and jem's fren afiqa!! met jialin at tamp mrt station. she was wearing 4-inch!!!! lol. in the end cant tahan go buy slipper -.-'' 60 bucks sia!!!!!.. after tt met vincent and liana. then met u seop and steven. after tt afiqa then aNA. saw azeem at the station. when azeem saw afiqa, he was stunned! haha. afiqa is pretty :P after tt traveled to somerset . on the train we toked to afiqa abt STUFF. and vincent told us some STUFF too. guy gossip :P now i understand wad is guy gossip xD now we know which guy to be careful of and which guy to trust thanks to vincent :P ate indonesian :P sat beside U seop~ and anA~ took alot of pictures with jia lin's camera and elsa's! hope they will upload SOON! after tt everyone got tired and traveled home. Got off at bedok and walked with U seop. Chat awhile.. then U seop go take bus and we said goodbye :D now im posting HAHA. :P

ana im going to bash u :PPPP
btw! thx jian kai for holding my bag today (:

2010-01-26T07:16:00.000-08:00

I love lovestory from jewelry! lol suddenly fall in love with this song when go jia's blog -.-'' i realise im loving u all more and more everyday : PP although we're in different classes we're getting closer by the day (: ok today was SUAY. i fell during pe -.-'' AT THE SAME SPOT AS HUIYING -.- i cant help feelin stupid lor. i barely stepped on the carpark! zzz.. sent to the stupid P.E room.. didn't cry :P(until i saw liana ><) then limped back to netball court then jian kai offered to help with my bag. TY<3!>
recess time go change medicine. Mr lim attended to me -.- Mr goh wanted to kick me TT. haha i hit mr lim :P (of course softly la!) :P enough of the sadness!
Happy b'dae Jemmie! I love you! muakz :P celebrate 2moro kays? nana and neo plz go!

please dun say goodbye! ever and ever again~
we went through alot. and we're finally here.
We must treasure each other (:

2010-01-25T02:24:00.000-08:00

i proposed to liana! haha now liana is my laopo/wifey! :P jan 25 4.11 pm 2010 liana is officially my wife! eh dun touch my property hor! :PPP

2010-01-22T21:29:00.000-08:00

today contacted benben (: i miss him! my beloveds ! (L)s Happy belated birthdae penguin maxi! very long nv toktok liao! Jiayous for N levels~ hope to take Os together (: i miss all of u beloveds!
i miss u :P hope to see you soon~

2010-01-22T00:18:00.000-08:00

finally its friday! haha so stressed out this weeK~ especially my eyes :P so happy liana hugged jemmie :) everythin is resolved~ no more fightin ok? today neo they all go the wadever kiddy reading thingy.. i wanna go ): nv got chosen -.- nvm met my mom and i went to cut hair LOL. cut V :D
so happy we're all together now~ nv part ok sistaz!
J plz tok A soon!
i love you! (u know who u are :P)

2010-01-21T06:18:00.000-08:00

NEOMIN IS MR NEO OBSESSED! haha..
CONFIRMED LIAO :X today chinese test ~ msged vincent the answer -.- converted everything into english u know~ :P i dun wan first class .. its boring -.- i wan with neo min,jia and vincent :P k lahh.. i kinda anyhow do for comphre~ relax vincent mcq i do *seriously* haha, had headache during sp ><~ today was a bad day.. the spilled everything out.. all offences were taken.. i wonder if she would be truly forgiven.. im trying to believe her.. but im all mixed up.. cant think right now... but.. all i know is to be by their sides..

2010-01-19T20:16:00.000-08:00

WTH NO MOOD.. post type so long got error -.- Today was a mess.. Bawled my eyes out for her... Shes like a sister to me...a listener too.. I once saw her as the onli source of hope...i dun wan to lose her neither would i let her be hurt... i know im not supposed to be involved but i love her i wanna help her.. Hope N will settle it.. U better dun hurt her anymore or else i dunno wad i'll do to u.. Sister i love u and i'll do anything to protect u.. U die i'll die too ...

2010-01-15T18:03:00.000-08:00

Blog abt ytd~
ytd was a normal day ~ i was holding my bag on one hand :) my way of solution -.-
everything was fine untill recess.. tt matter is still botherin me ): why wont she tell me? im so worried.. after sch, went to GB room :) was fine when i went in.. untill liana came , my nose bled.. went to toilet once and liana bought ice for me.. zzz had to put ice beside my nose and on my forehead -.- then i wanted to see liana's poem again.. but my nose started to bleed again ! after tt went to jialin's house play guitar hero... laughin like hell cuz jing set beginner for neo min all u hab to do is press the purple key . i was laughin all the way untill no one could play HAHA. After tt went home with nana and neo.. kena scolded by neo min T-T say i nv take care my body ..
i know u worried abt me but i really got drink alot of water liao! i swear wont mc 1 month again de la :P ok later got taekwando gradin! MY BLUE-RED BELT I WANT IT!!!!!! plz pray tt my hand wont gib me trouble later :S i dun care if after my hand worsen or wad.. i just want to pass this test. Wish me good luck! Btw. Liana ur poems are the most beautiful ones on earth.. in my heart :) No matter who ur seekin forgiveness from, tt person will for sure forgive u :)

Signin off~
STARLET :S

2010-01-14T06:37:00.000-08:00

yay! i settled my photo problem :) hehe nice? im going back to sch 2moro~ still findin a way to settle my bag -.- any suggestions? haha let nature take its course bah~ i tired le~ time to eat medicine also ): go liao~

Signin off~
STARLET D:

2010-01-13T21:06:00.000-08:00

hey guys :) today skipped school LOL. no lah.. went to see the doctor -.- now im officially left with one hand tts active -.- i cantt lift up my freaking right hand -.- how am i supposed to carry my bag 2moro ??? T-T any kind soul? LOL. haiish.. saturday my taekwando grading! HOW?!? walao so suay -.- hope my freaking hand feels better 2moro -.- i dun think i'll go to tuition today.. i cant write -.- now my typing while hand shiverin while typing..

aiya dun care liao~ gonna go rest.. cya 2mor :]

signin off~

STARLET D:

2010-01-11T03:14:00.000-08:00

woohoo this colour again LOL. today got a pimple on my face buuhuu T.T big sia=.= i seldom get pimples~ I HATE THEM. anyways ~ still have to go for sch .. had lessons~ didn't do hw but manage to smuggle through everything =.= maths of course got do la! SS just scribbled a few lines and then didn't get notice by teacher HAHA. D&T wad DISASTER. had trouble openin my eyes =.= stupid purple dino. Lit was most fun~ mdm hamidah treated us sweet and tot us how to savour the sweet. FIRST, smell it then taste it then slowly chew HAHA. then assembly.. OMG. SUPER nervous for senior sia.. luckily they get good results xD haiish~ so worried for ah ma... in th hall tt stupid bu-la-don keep playin with shahir =.= wad his damn problem sia .. dun wan sit in front of me =.= then keep taking other pepo wallet.. CHILDISH SIOL. even can play money. -.- someomore call liana darlinq -.- AND can u stop the 148 joke -.- not funny anymore sia.. GRATZ AH GONG GET GF XD 3 years lehh! jiayou oh~ LAST LONG LONG LONG LONG! : P hope i can get such a romantic guy :X LOL.

go out le BYE :D
STARLET :D

2010-01-08T03:16:00.000-08:00

hey all :D using thissh colour again :D
today CCA orientation.. Damn bz..
again like siao char bo run around pulling pepo~ not fair sia BB and NPC 3V1 shiit sia...
but i pull alot of ppl lehh today :P proud of myself xD when i asked the last person whether he wanted to join badminton, the band members suddenly came.. like wan strangle me sia.. Brandon,winnie,karen and another guy.. all block and clutch onto me =.= i even kena hit in the head by the guy's drum stick..later found out its marcus cuz =.= PISSED OFF.. woah.. 4 pepo went missin after the whole thing ended.. tong juay,tze hao and oliver(?) was lookin for them.. like detective asking around abt where they last saw them.. HOPE THEY FIND THEM! dun understand how they get missin sia..
me and nana nv find cuz my brother also missin =.= liana was repeating BU-LA-DON.. guess wad it mean~

BU-LA-DON = BRANDON =.=
i tot wad sia.. liana has been tokin alot abt brandon lately~ jealous :x
then i said ... wheres my BU-LA-DE.. haha brother :P
aiyo .. luckily i found my brother later.. HOPE next week not so tirin =.=
ok la~ bye peeps~ signin off :)
go eat my udon :P
STARLET :D

2010-01-07T03:39:00.000-08:00

lol today using this colour ~ (dunno wad colour :x)
sian lahh =.= today went to tp~
damn freaking borin... somemore holdin onto heavy bag =.= wtf sia..
haha untill i went to the the buisness sch xD i FINALLY asked questions abt HTM~ hehe
i like tp :D but not their tours =.= they even do cheers over the lamest thing LOL. haha i think i'll go there :P but mayb i'll change my mind next year :P can go ngee ann and singapore poly see ~ k la signin off :) go do homework =.=

signin off~
STARLET :D

2010-01-05T05:24:00.000-08:00

YAY we're using orange today.. LOL. ytd was a great day. went to fish&co to celebrate neo's b'dae :D iloveyou muackkz.. haha.
but the bad thing was my heels were bleedin the hell out of me T~T. went home somemore kena scolded =.=
Move on to today :D
wah damn tirin sia...
bag was damn heavy.. haiish..
thx alex peii wo chat to forget the pain of my freakin heels =.=
i was thinkin if i had to carry the bag today EVERDAY. i'll kill myself.. but i think before tt, the bag had alreadi killed me HAHA. now feelin aches everywhere after i bathed.. later must change plaster T~T. jialin i'll try ur method and see if it works *wink* haha me and jialin was so funny today.. tuition first hour wan sleep wan sleep de face.. then we heard dog barkin downstairs and i was imitating tt dog to keep myself awake ROFL. keep saying jiayou untill the clock stroke 7 O'CLOCK HEHE... went home =.= jingling~ have some sleep. u really look like panda sia.. wad the hell u do during the holidays?!? ou look more haggard than us sia ... WAH CHIM ENGLISH WORH. SIAO =.= now in pure lit must use more chim words already xD .. im gettin more and more tired everyday TT i think even 10 hours of sleep also not enuf lor.. if 2moro recess nv see me tt means im sleepin in class :P CUZ 2MORO THE CLASSES DE TEACHER ALL TALK MONOTONUSLY! wonder if spell correct :P wrong correct me hor :P this friday havin sec 1 CCA orrientation.. haiish must find boiis... no more gals le =.=
cher say wan concentrate on boiis :D nvm~ im honoured to be the last captain :D TY mrs young for missin me :P miss sharon tan, PLEASE dun strangle me when i see you ~
haha today i finally fight back to tong juay :P say i got mustache >:( haiish gonna get some sleep now :) nites everyone :) JIAYOU FOR SEC 3!

SIGININ OFF~
STARLET :D

saw him had not a single strand of feelin, wad a good start..
hope we're frens again :)
gratz ana got bf :x
remember i said gratz? haha its abt this..
last long kays?

2010-01-02T02:49:00.000-08:00

WOOHOO HAPPY NEW YEAR!
haha first post in 2010! hehe..
haiish.. 2009 REALLY SUCKS! includin the highest record of mc for a month
and this and that.. well have to work hard for 2010! hope i'll stay healthy(worrys) but i know there are pepo who will support me *wink wink
BTW. happy b'dae neomin! stay happy always! iloveyou ! work hard all for this year and next year! MAMA I MISS YOU TONS<3333333333333333>

signin off~
STARLET :D
finally its 2010.
i have to put a full stop to all this..
its time to wake up ...

2009-12-28T21:30:00.000-08:00

hi peeps :D
ytd was fun~! ok lahh although very little people came ans somethings popped out.. but at least we gathered (:
poor nana she fell down and i lent 10 bucks to her to see the doc~ i was so worried abt her cuz she haven even reach home at 9! her sister called me... luckily at 10 she called me.. say she went to two doctors.. and shes unable to walk for a week due to the fall ): recover soon nana~!
i also feel drained after the pic.. had slight fever mayb becuz of the constant drizzling..shhhh.. my mom dunno (:
REMINDER: waikit dun forget my gift :P
signin off~
STARLET :D

2009-12-26T21:24:00.000-08:00

POSTING AGAIN :D
haha didn't celebrate christmas on 25th dec ):
mom was sick. sob sob.
but on the 26th she suddenly msged me sayin. 'wanna celebrate christmas?'
SHOCKED SIA. haha i agreed~ went to spagedies~ the place where i celebrated my b'dae.
ENJOYED :D. haha the mango cake rox~! ytd my mum zhong 4D :P was givin everyone monney~
yay i got $$ for my stationery and stuff i saw with liana~ hehe nana must go back soon hor!
today slacking like hell~ later go taekwando then buy sch shoes and top up card =.= after tt rot at home and wait for 2moro :D 2moro got picnic hor! msg me if ure going (: ok nth else to write T_T bye peeps~

STARLET :D

2009-12-22T08:30:00.000-08:00

ello peeps~ postin again (:
tryin to post as much times as i can..
hmmm.... today went to the movies with my cousin vivian<3 (mother's side)
its was the first time we went out together =.= well she stayed in bukit gombak~
last time was clementi X_X none of the place she stayed was closed to my house =.=
anyways~ we went to see AVATAR! haha tt movie rox! its too bad i dun get to see 3D ))):
haiish.. haha but it was exciting (: everyone must go watch hor~!
b4 going home bought 3 pairs of earrings :P 5 bucks onli~!

3 more days to christmas,
12 more days to school
everyday passes and im missin u more...

2009-12-15T02:15:00.000-08:00

Hey guys! Christmas is coming~!
i wonder wad Christmas gift i'm getting....
hmmm... i dunno :P
Any christmas wish?
YES! i wish all my the people i care abt and those who care abt me to be happy forever!!! SMILE :D
hehe tts my christmas present for all of u!
ok back to everyday life~

Season is over so i got fired =.=
abit sad but so wad?
i do feel tired...
Anyways i really wan to go back to sch!!!!!!
Mayb its because of the new classes and the guys wearing long pants :)
Haiish.... i still dun wan to see 2E separated :(
I miss 2E already!!!! since the last day of sch?
when we hugged m. guok and m.ponniah i already felt like crying :( sobs...
but ~! we'll get to see each other next year :D
Waikit u still owe me a gift! :P hehe..
Nana~ im gonna tackle u first nxt yr :PP

okie im going to youtube now~
signin off.
Starlet ^^

2009-12-04T02:32:00.000-08:00

HALO! haha very long never post liao~!
i've been thinkin for WEEKS for a christian name~
when i go to work and tell ppl my name, they always have difficulty in prnouncin my name so i tot of a name .... the name is.... STARLET haha nice? i'm not sure... but tts wad i can think of now~

2009-11-24T21:39:00.000-08:00

CONGRATZ HANXU!!!!
congratz mama :) ure gettin into 3G<333
see u next year hor :P
sorry to those who di not succeed in appealin ><
melvyn jiayous in 3E :X
anyways~
I STILL MISS 2E :((((((((((
cant wait to see you all next year ><

P.S WORK HARDER NEXT YEAR :D

2009-11-09T01:13:00.000-08:00

HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM BACK :))))))))))))

k la post now becuz everyone is flooding my cbox~
anyways....
im going to 3GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG~
so happy :P
was so so worried about not getting in...
but i am so unhappy about the school letting HanXu in 3E ><
her results better lor....
so angry >< 2moro accompany her go appeal~

Goodbye 2E'2009...
gonna miss u all ><
but always remember...
Once a 2E member..
ALWAYS a 2E member :)

wah say untill wan go die like tt... LOL.
I POSTED~ MY JOB IS DONE :)
I'LL TRY TO POST EVERYDAY :D

2009-08-25T04:36:00.001-07:00

FINALLY POSTING AGAIN!
haiz this few weeks..ok MONTHS i no mood blog cuz ALOT of things happened....
the stupid me was sick for the whole of july and k-ing textbooks in august~ very soon it'll be september... ahh.. time past SO fast... ND I'VE WASTED THE WHOLE OF MY JULY TT... anyways let me pe proud to announce my results!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ENG: 19/30
SCI: 35.5/50
HIST: 32/40
MATH: 33/49 & 71.5/100(overall)
OMFG im so proud of myself... LOL... cannot be complacent! must work harder!!!!
haha u'll see this cute star k-ing books this few weeks but u'll see her going crazy after the exams!!!! :PPPPPP
Me,Neo,Jia,Ana&Liana promised to eat pizza together! must remember!!!! still got wad ah? i forgot :P guys plz remind me i must write down to remind us :P
and Evon, i wont forget our promise of going to East Coast after the exams!

siging off~
STAR

2009-07-26T03:36:00.000-07:00

zzz...CONGRATULATIONS TO ME AGAIN~~~~~~~~
SICKKKKKKKKKKKK AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
WTF..... can play bingo liaos...
continuosly 3 weeks sick =.=
congratz to me :DDDDDD =.=
hope i get well soon AGAIN..

today is th death anniversary of my heart...

2009-07-25T03:33:00.000-07:00

haha finally recovered~~~~~~~
now my bro's turn =.=
his body like burnin like tt ~:(
hope he recover soon!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-20T06:13:00.000-07:00

I PUKED THE HELL OUT OF MYSELF.
today PE. ran around the school 1 round~ ok i was quite fine with tt..
then mr lim say wanna train our damn hearts.. make us sprint.. of course i chiong-ed..
END UP PUKING THE HELL OUT OF MYSELF...
i never eat anything in the morning so more xin ku =.= keep vomitting gastric juice..
miss ponniah gave me some milo(CHEAP) and biscuit.. cant drink the milo at all =.= hand shivering like hell.. must neo min feed.. stupid sia.. awhile mr Ng ask me drink water then stomach end up MORE PAIN.. after drinking milo then feel better. felt like a stupid zombie parading around the school =.= walk here and there with my something drilling my stomach =.='' i had two body guards to escort me home (which was liana and neo min) went to the doctors and the docrtor said tt i had too much acd in my damn stomach.. cannot eat rice,bread,mee.. onli can drink pathetic milo and eat biscuits..haiz~ will be FASTING this few days :D excused from PE untill next wednesday xD mayb going on mc 2moro :P
BUT..
JIAYOUS XINXIN!
JIAYOUS MY STOMACH!!
AND STOP PUKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps: THANKS NEO MIN(foster mother&body guard) AND LIANA(body guard)

2009-07-11T01:57:00.001-07:00

haha today finish taekwando test :D

2009-07-09T02:26:00.000-07:00

2 more days to taekwando test!!!!!!!!!!
takinng green blue test lehhs~ need spar =.= if see i got blue black,dunn worry it normal xD ms. guok give alot work sia...i finally did homewor myself then she start giving alot homework =.= sian lahhs...

this few days those three words keep poppin up in my mind..
let him go...
i should do tt.. i must do tt.. but i really need time..
nvm! work hard aim for tourism or hospitality in poly!
dunn let those kind of things distract me now! keep the sadness till
after school..mayb dun even have time to be sad..every tuesday morning go out 8+ 9 then reach home =.= going home late because of studies like became my everyday life..
i like my tuition :) im beginin to do homework lehhs :D never copy le lehh~ see i so guai :P used back my ear phone~ my daddie keep asking me why never use the earphone he bought for me so i reuse lorhs =.= haiz~ tru=oublesome daddie xD

2009-07-04T00:27:00.000-07:00

finally remembered to write xD
i flew out of the cage! although still adapting to the new enviroment without the cage..
i'll survive...
stars are forever bright...
no matter how it feels...
although you cant see stars in stormy days...
you'll see me(: tryin to fight the clouds...
letting you all see me... i wont hide behind the clouds like i did before..
i promise you (:

2009-07-01T01:14:00.000-07:00

i really dunno wad i do to deserve silent treatment...
im really tired to find out..you say i have ap...i trying to change..but i really dun see the diff...evon say..everyone has attitude prob... but shouldn't true frens stay by each other's side to settle the prob? i really tired sia...

2009-06-29T00:56:00.000-07:00

PS!!!! too long never blog liao xD
k la~ first day hai okay~
morning wait for evon at inter than take bus together~ wait for the bus DAMN LONG...
then evon send me the korean song Love U!!!!
haha.. find tt song damn long de leh..
than reach school~ mis ponniah and miss fadzlin not in sch~ in the end almost slack whole day... then blah blah blah.. after tt went to niwa sushi(dunno how spell) ate~ than MRTed back with neo and now blogging~

song recomendation~ ni ke bu ke yi ai wo

2009-06-05T21:11:00.000-07:00

BADMINTON CAMP
ok because of this camp i lost a lot of things...
you'll know on the way~
first day.
woke up at 6.30
had to reach school at 7 while the others 9 =.=
i tot i was the first but i saw lukas sitting at the foyer alone xD
chatted ALOT with him... even bet who will come first xD either liana or bas~
in the end liana came first =.= me and lukas lost the bet..we both bet bas...bas was actually the first to come but he stupidly wore slippers =.= he even brought along oliver~
we didn't prepare anything much so we just started with nth..
we were supposed to move the movable whiteboard down from back stage but lukas in the end spoiled the wheels =.= zai~
then we were divided into 4 groups
i was in charge of one group,liana,bas and lukas were each in charge of the other 3 groups. the group names were, superman(mine),ultraman(bas),Batman(lukas) and liana's group i forgot =P
we were allowed to use walkie talkies leh :P
tong juay were playing with it
'chanting' !@#$% in the walkiee talkies...
everthing went well untill lunch..
the rice was sibei 'NICE' nice untill my stomach pain like siao =.=
after tt was trainin... wanted to catch the shuttle in the end kena whacked by vanessa T_T it was like one line on my hand..
i tot the ine would disappear later..so didn't really care about it..
how i know when the first day ended the line was still there T_T
i went home telling my father then he help me massage in the end it becamee one patch X_X.. i cant clench my fist,hold heavy things,i cant even touch it..
when ms tan came the next day.. she held up me hand and found my hand shivering without me knowing sia >.<
bas sprained his neck which we call 'lao zhen' haha was laughing all the way..
miss tan was damn fked up when she knew ytd didn't really went according to wad she expected.. somemore lukas,bas and liana came late... her face black like siao..
when i reach in the morning onli tong juay and me in the hall.. damn quiet..
haiz..atm came late then had to do 20 push up~ HAHA..
the second day's lunch was betta but everyone ate too full!
i called them to gather in front for 3 times no one moved...untill i shout everyone then hurried and gather =.=... after tt elin came in wearing the councillor Tee~ then was exclaiming to liana.. 'YELLOW SIA' then benjamin was teasing me about the yellow sia~ b4 the inter team we had bananas and ben was yellow sia-in again =.=
i saw his shoes were blue and very shiny(like mine :P)
i call him 'blue sia' haha xD but the first day we had memory game so i gave him a name called..bird-brained :D so it add up to blue bird-brained :D
suay suay me and him was in charge of empiring of one court =.=
he keep bully me lor~ but nvm i did have the chance to bully him xD
i had a match :D but i TOTALLY FORGOT tt my left hand was injured and had to serve =.=
totally no mood to play when i realise my left hand cannot use =.=
i totally 'fang shui' to amirra..i told ben i lazy play then he say ya..i can see tt xD in the end i lose by 1 ball =.= i was expecting to lose more..ZZZZ..
need to train amirra more =.= i let her smash me,i totally never run she still onli win me by one ball =.=.. next was bird-brain and elin's match~ elin abit funny, she performed all my mistakes sia.. in the end ben won.. 21-1 walao elin senior still win one 1 ball nia =.= FAINT..
after everything.. kena lecture by miss tan they all then
THE END :D

are my emotions all written on my face?
i realise some people can read wad im thinkin or how im feeling..
mayb those people are tose who i must treasure...

2009-05-31T07:16:00.000-07:00

SINGAPORE FLYER
haha today went to singapore flyer~ damn pretty lor the scenery
the cars on the road like toy cars sia xD
saw some of my frens..
Chian Hui ah...Su Hui and LIM WEI JUN..
he grew very tall sia xD last time like same height then now taller than me liao :(
Chian Hui was like admiring him the whole time lor xD aiyo.. i know he suai la :P
we went there like in tour like tt so get to meet alot of diff ppl~ Chian Hui was going gaga over the suai ges over there =.= gal control urself~
i onli lost control when i saw the build-a-bear workshop<3333 ahhh damn cute lor the shop~ haha xD had alot of fun!!!!!! took pics but post it next time~
NITES<3

2009-05-28T01:42:00.000-07:00

hehe today never go school :P
ps la~ my mom say can mc for one day so i stay at home lor~ plus..my leg still hurts after ytd lor :( ps la guys :P i promise i will go school tomorrow!

2009-05-27T05:13:00.000-07:00

haiz.. this few days not muscle cramp then cry not cry then fall down or injured =.= suay sia...
today thx to my beloved LIANA.. who jump on me while im runnin,tackled me down causing me to roll on the floor =.=.. when recover a bit liao, another beloved came to hit my injured part...after liana AGAIN stepped on my foot... damn pain lor..somemore friday i still got 2.4 haven clear leh ><.. hope i wont get injured tomorrow...PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-26T04:44:00.000-07:00

IM BACK EVERYONE!!!!!!!
haha wb to me~~~
HAPPY B'DAE TO SIMEON,ELSA & NYEIN SOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
went to parkway parade to celebrate simeon's b'dae~
realised tt mayb neo min was right... im behaving like a 5 yr old...
a cry baby...
went to parkway..remembered something..
the good times we had together...
was 'emoing' while strolling in the mall...
i didn't know why...i kept wanting to cry.. but told myself not to...
when neo min discovered i was abit weird...she pulled me to one side...
i didn't know why i felt a sense of relief...
i finally broke down...
parkway is a bad place.. it brought many of us bad memories..
i really dunwan to cry again...
cuz i realise tt crying is tiring...
im really tired of crying...
but i dunno why im doing it now..
how can i stop??
do i really have to dig out my eyes to stop crying??
even a 5 yr old behave better than me...
my mom always say im mature....
i dun think so...
im childish like hell..
crying over such a thing..
crying over EVERYTHING...
why am i so useless...
behaving so tough on the outside..but cries easily..
i really dunwan to be like this...
anyone save me? i really dunwan to cry anymore...
people kill themselves because they lose their bfs or gfs...
but i feel tt losing a fren kills a person physically and emotionally without doing anything... why cant i be like evon...forgive and forget easily... why must my memory be so good...but i dunno why... although i see you everyday, in my memory,your face keeps fading...cant i be in coma? so i wont be hurt anymore... we speak to each other like strangers...i dun wan it to be like tt...

crying...

2009-05-08T01:08:00.000-07:00

haha today go celebrate my b'dae<333333333333
go spageddies~~~~~~~~
spent $184.60~
ate ALOT...
haha today also get alot of winnie the pooh~
will post all my present's pictures tomorrow ^_^

2009-05-08T01:01:00.000-07:00

My god im so crazy over BOF!!!
Dun understand why i always cry when i see the characters cry because of their one-sided love or wadeva....mayb its because i know the pain...
How pain is it....
you'll never know unless you try...
A broken heart can never be healed
but can onlybe filled up by other things...
But you'll foreva think its empty..
cuz theres a whole tt let the things that fill ur heart seep out...
whenever i see the characters cry or feel sad, i'll cry and feel sad,
i'll remember the pain >.<
how can i stop it?
mayb by filling it up with something else for the ttime being before it seeps out...

最好的骗子也有一件事是骗不了的。。。。
辣可以说不辣
冷可以说不冷
痛可以说不痛
但是。。。
爱不能说不爱。。。
这样的话，心是会滴血的。。。

2009-05-06T22:14:00.000-07:00

I LOVE BOF<333333333333333333333333333333333333333
haha xD
i recieved my FIRST prezzie today<33333333333333333
guess wad is it? WINNIE THE POOH<3333333333333333333333
haha the winnie the pooh is cute...but the sender is iritating....
guess who? CLARENCE.. im still wondering how he knew my b'dae is coming and i lie winnie the pooh...i ask him he say he has his own way...
i took a pic of the winnie the pooh show you all ^_^

hehe now i going to watch BOF<333333333333

2009-05-03T04:58:00.000-07:00

intro another song :)
tank 的全世界都听见:)
this song is part of 爱就宅一起
IT RAWKS~~~~~~~~
lyrics next time gib... tired liao :) now listening to this song~
baobei remember help me find hor :) plzplz~ haha 2moro eng exam JIAYOUS EVERYONE~

2009-05-03T04:11:00.000-07:00

LYRICS FOR 橘子气水：

我站在教室门口的小角落
偷偷看着你可爱的笑容
你就像天上的云朵
我好想变成彩虹
橘子汽水的香味飘在空气中
你嘴角的奶油看的我好心动
我和你的默契有种节奏
牵着我的心跳跟你走

就这样牵着你一直走
这路没有尽头就是喜欢你
偷瞄着我的害羞
让我紧紧牵着你的手
望着天空
直到我们心灵相通
就这样牵着你一直走
这次我绝不放手我会努力
变成你流星
帮你实现心底
所有期待的愿望
不管四季变化
我的心意
不隐藏

天空突然下起了一场大雨
我该不该现在送你回去
不想打断你的甜蜜
干脆陪你淋雨
橘子气水的香味飘在空气中
你嘴的奶油看的我好心动
我和你的默契有种节奏
牵着我的心跳跟你走
就这样牵着你一直走
这路没有尽头就是喜欢你
偷瞄着我的害羞
让我紧紧牵着你的手
望着天空
直到我们心灵相通
就这样牵着你一直走
这次绝不放手我会
努力变成你的流星
帮你实现心底
所有期待的愿望
部管四季变化
我的心意不隐藏
啦啦啦啦啦
啦啦啦
啦啦啦
啦啦啦啦
啦啦啦
啦啦啦

haha very nice this song...play this on imeem or iTunes then sing along!

2009-05-03T04:05:00.001-07:00

HAPPY B'DAE MY BRO!!!!!!!!!!
HEHE LOVE YA~~~~~~~~~

6 more days to mine :)

2009-05-01T00:42:00.000-07:00

im so in love with the song 橘子气水!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
intro to you all!!!!!!!!!
now studying chinese cinderella~
suddenly remembered... 2 DAYS TO MY BRO'S B'DAE....
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8 DAYS TO ME B'DAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EXCITED~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ok mai siao liao...
go back study!!!!!

2009-04-30T02:53:00.000-07:00

haiz~ its the last day of the revison week peeps!!!!
today...D&T was SUPER boring! i was sitting at the back and huang cheng could see me dozing off~ then huang cheng change place i lend his place~ now i realised how nice his chair is.. i could lie down sia xD after tt was recess~ liana they all go EV then neo in F&N then leaving myself go canteen..wait for them~ then was like emoing on the chair...then clarence walk over ask me whether my like was alright..i was like..surprised he would ask tt instead of kicking me~ haha ok at least he pei-ed me until neo they all come down... then sci was like super rushed~ the NA paper for sci i got 20/30 leh :P haha NA mah...must get high de! sorrie not insultin NA! then eng whole 4 periods! but lickily its in AVA room :P then after school go back class have geog then maths~ when waiting for mdm ho.. ana sprayed water on the floor spellin ANABELLE... then syafiq come out.. slide on the water but in the end fall down xD haha~ then shahir was like vvery emo after school lor :((( are you ok my son? then MATHS.. did a stupid mistake in maths test it was supposed to be 30-23 but i wrote 30-21 X_X walao baichi sia me T_T... haiz
then saw clarence AGAIN... i tot he went home..but he say he waiting for cher so i dunn care him...he somemore say my frens keep making him and i keep kicking him..then i say back,like you never kick me like tt,tamade pain you know... then he say nth...haha~ forgot to ask him his motive of asking for my number >.<.. haiz...
not feelin well today..mai post liao~~~~~~~~~`

2009-04-28T23:44:00.000-07:00

hihi~ just updated the class blog~ peeps must go hor! haha today feelin ok~ my feelings started getting better after ytd.. ok today saw a very digustin sight!
MY SON SHAHIR AND KAI KISSED 2 TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
walao...kiss one time nvm lor somemore kiss TWO times! the first time was a short one then the second time was a LONG one! after the second one we all EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ed into the classroom~ i this mother wan to faint liao~
as usual..clarence was pestering me~ this mornin he gave me a 'good mornin' kick outside his class and we were like hitting each other whenever we see each other... zzz...he sure is irritating~ but im happy tt waikit promised me tt he wont gib my number to clarence =) hehe thx waikit.. then after school went to library. i realise library is a good place to hide from STALKERS.. hehe must come often! k la~ i tired le..mai post liao

2009-04-28T00:29:00.000-07:00

hehe nowadays keep coming to com lab :P today also come to lab SLACK :P
tt clarence.. nth to say.. today during art lesson CRY... paiseh leh.. iana say cannot cry often cuz will make ppl worry >.< whenever i have the stressed face she will like ask me relax~ haha.. i not stressed >:( :P haha.. dunno why i cried... stress? or was it that syafiq matter? or think tt liana they all dun trust me?
learnt about neo's mum.. i cried even more... sorrie neo.. sad sia...cry untill everyone crowd around me... was like yelling with tears strangling me 'GO AWAY' did'nt wan anyone to crowd around me when i crying.. onli neo beside me.. in the end my sleeve all wet...eeeeee~ thx neo for pei-ing me :D shahir my donkey son IM FINE :D
today shahir's hair so waxy~~ then english class in AVA room! whole day so hot finnaly got air con :D but RAININ... cold untill like hell cant breathe!..block nose mayb bcuz of i cried and cold >.<..
after english class when step out of the AVA room,heard pam shout...'xinting got ppl call you!'... i was thinkin who was it...guess who..CLARENCE.. he ah.. really lame untill i cannot say antything.. really stalker sia.. wonder how long he stood outside the AVA room~ haha then heck care him go canteen eat.. then clarence keep come and go come and go..irritating sia!!! cannot eat properlt...!@#$% hehe psps.. then go lab lor! haha put up me 'pretty photo' liao :) gib comment hor! NEO I CHANGE THE LOVES LIAO GO SEE <----------

2009-04-27T02:52:00.000-07:00

walao.. today stayed back at school untill now T_T
did badminton proposal.
just finish chinese cinderella mock test. wrote ALOT hehe...
i always write alot =P
now very tired..
i heard from mummy ah mei jie jie(mum's colleague) leaving singapore for america soon :(
AMERICA LEI not MALAYSIA.. BIG BIG difference T_T.. sad sia.. meeting her later.. eating dinner bah.. sad sia.. no mood tok..
today sibei sleepy lor.. during maths lesson i was completely HALF-DEAD
sleep untill the paper stick on my face :X my whole paper was scribbled more than written =.=..
haiz.. thank you everyone for caring for my mom!!! i love you :)
and clarence.. you wan my number for wad sia?!? gib jian kai? go die la.. wan take come get from me >:(

today improved :) never think at all :)

2009-04-24T00:22:00.000-07:00

FINALLY AND EVENTUALY I DID MY BLOG...
suay lor my blog... hab to redo everything again...
haiz MY BLOG IS REVIVED =)
ana can help me with the song again? haiz TIRED....

23/4
whole day blah blah blah...
then afternoon was EV interview..
but my mother suddenly called me told me she in hospital..
cried..luckily got liana,jialin and waikit there... they ask me go take taxi to hospital dun go interview... CHIONGED.. to bus stop hop onto a taxi and reached the hospital... spent 5 bucks T_T... luckily my mom was fine.. she just CANNOT SEE...
if it was a dark place maybe she can see a little.. but under the light or sun..COMPLETELY NTH... scare me to death sia... hehe reach there my mom treat me delifrance =PPP first time eating leh! hehe~ then take taxi home~ blah blah blah

i keep slapping myself,
asking my self to wake up,
but i end up piercing my heart