.Sunday, July 25, 2010 ' 6:55 AM Y
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i dun like this feeling...its too heavy.. It was once my dream and i worked hard for 2 years just to accomplish my dream.. Why must you destroy it this year? Cant u wait till next year? Are girls an eyesore to you? I worked so hard just to stay in the team and this is wad i get? I look like an idiot who tries to hide from u all but u all dun seem to care.. I wanna cry out loud but i cant seem to... I want to lose my temper but i cant seem to.. All i feel is just ... like having a heavy heart... Whats this feeling? Its suffocating me... I cant seem to breathe. Someone save me? I just want to cry this out and this done and over with.. Maybe its just a dream that i cant reach out to. So please.. Someone... Make me feel at ease before... I suffocate to death...
.Thursday, July 22, 2010 ' 7:20 AM Y
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Netty!!!!!!!!!!!! XinYing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im blogging now~ hehe im blogging once in a blue moon.. well... since i blogged so.. i'll talk about my beloveds!!!!!!!! FIRST. Netania! Shes a wonderful person (: Well we do get bored in class but we always click very fast and start laughing and get hyper easily. I enjoy talking to her cause it relaxes me ALOT. :D And.. i love her LOTS (: Netty if you're readind this dun be too touched :P .
Next! Xin Ying! Shes my FAVOURITE partner ! Heard tt? F.A.V.O.U.R.I.T.E ! Haha we were'nt very close when we're in sec 1 and sec 2 but once Sec 3 start and she sat beside me.. We became damn close until like super glue haha! Shes like always there when i need or miss her (: We're like twins. People confuse our names together..We sit together like for almost all lessons..We click in like 1 sec? and most importantly, she understands me (: Well.. we show each other a diff side tt we dun show to others. She shows her crazy and strict side while i show my childish and silly side. Well i can say im comfortable acting cute onli in front of her and Han Xu! We grow closer day by day and we chat like its never ending ! All i can say is... I LOVE TWINNEH! Oh ya! and Han Xu! She is like my pillar of support. Whenever i feel sad.. she'll be there for me. She takes care of like a 'mother' thats why i call her MA! hehe (: I love her alot too! well i sometimes do act like a child in front of her but she does'nt get irritated and takes care of me! I love her so much ~ Well... Whats left is 3G and the clique. I can never ever imagine myself without all this people.. Without them.. There wont be the me now.. SO... I LOVE U ALL!!!!!!!!!!!! (:
.Sunday, May 23, 2010 ' 6:27 PM Y
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Hehe! finally updated my blog~ SOOOOOOOOOOOOO long nv update liao.. i hope i relinked everyone.. haha anyways thx for wishing me happy birthdae either in facebook or my blog (: BTW~!!!!! i am officially.........BROWN-BELT!!!!!!!!(red belt) haha so soso happy .. but nid remember alot of patterns TT... its ok~ haha.. Anyways i'll try to update my blog more often!
.Saturday, May 8, 2010 ' 8:42 PM Y
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hehe~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~ HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO ME~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO ME! WOOHOO~ My 15th birthday ~~ very happy tt many pepo wished me happy birthhday (: Although none sent me at 12~ but there were some at 12.05 HAHA! anyways... HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY~! wish my mom always pretty :P looking forward to friday and sat!!!
.Sunday, April 25, 2010 ' 3:53 AM Y
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hey guys! Bloggin again :P
Todays is taekwando!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL. did something new.. Tied our legs with rubber tyres and had to kick targets.. Almost fell alot of times lor! My senior stand so far cuz cher ask her to stand further TT. But in the end i still kick la! :P after kicking with rubber tyres then do 100 knee lifts.. Then continue with Rubber tyres... did abt 3 to 4 sets~ very fun sia :) hehe.. The results are coming out either next week or the week after... AND . BTW! MY BIRTHDAE IS ON MAY 9TH *HINT HINT* HEHE (: Anyone is welcome to celebrate with me (: This year special~ dividing the days of celebrating with diff groups of frens... And... REMINDER: 9/5/2010 is MOTHERS' DAY OKAY! so please remember to buy something for your mom (:
p.s anyone got rubber tyre and skipping rope can lend me? i nid it for next week -.-
.Monday, April 12, 2010 ' 2:44 AM Y
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helo~ haha.
Again its been long since i post.. i realised life is very tiring ... especially w'o love.. either its relationship, kin ship or friendship OR all of them.. W'o them.. Life is.... torturing? If tts the right word.. without friendship, u're life is sure BORING. Without Kinship... i really pity u TT.. Well without relatioship..... Sometimes u'll feel lonely even with all ur beloved frens around u.. Sometimes u feel sad even if something very happy happen... Sometimes u just want to be left alone to stay calm or just to cry in one corner.. BUT. we don't live alone.. We have loved ones around us... In order to let them not worry is to laugh... Laugh as much as u wan... Its healthy... But for me.. its tiring.. Although when i laugh i can make ppl happy.. But i feel tired.. Although i LOVE making ppl happy .. but sometimes..... Its just plain PAINFUL..
Suddenly toking so emo-ly.. OK ENOUGH.... SMILE (;
Anyways... Today was a..... pleasant day? haha... in the morning was okay... During maths lesson miss lau tore netty's math book.. She scare me sia... when she look behind my heart jumped siol :X then D&T i was weirdly attentive :P Then recess.. blah blah blah... Then during eng.. MIss Tan wanted us to tell her wad we wan to say for tt oral(?) then Azeem said Mrs tang.. LOL. we laughed like hell sia... Then jabin say mayb Mrs tang ask azeem open fan club for her... HAHA.. Imagine everyone with bob head... OMG... UNPLEASANT SIGHT XDDDD.. I forgot when was it but kimberly bit my hand TT.. pain sia!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. After sch was chem then miss ho treat us biscuit.. The biscuit freaking spicy sia... lol.. xin ying somemore say nice -.- i drink alot water lehhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... then i actually finished the whole worksheet th previous lesson.. Then was slacking the whole lessson... woohoo yay me (: haha.. Study more... RELAX DURING HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!! hope we will have our first 3G outing this year~~~~~~~~~~~~~
.Thursday, April 8, 2010 ' 3:43 AM Y
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hey!!!!!!!!!!!! its been SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long since i blogged!!! haha..
Lazy :X Anyways..In conclusion, Some days were fun, some were sad, some were carzy and sick :X haha so much had happen...
Today went to incineration plant.. All i can say is smelly day! HAHA. Dunno why after the trip , on the bus back, i went HYPER!!!!!!!! haha play with cam with han xu, Yu qi,Kimberly, Xin ying HAHAHA! I love ALLLL of them! see ya guys soon~!!!!!
waiting for the right one...
Xinting(: aka starlet/xinxin . 